Sunday, August 07, 2005
Another busy semester for me this latter half of the year!
Yup last semester for my part time study soon it shall all come to and end! But before that think about all the hardwork and effort that has to be put into the project makes me feel so sick and tired. Another reason of feeling sick and tired would most probably be working. I really wonder what's the purpose of working other that earning an income. Is there no other way of getting income?
At this point of time, I having this illusionary decision of quitting my current job and take a long break to energize myself up. This long break I can also concentrate on my project although it's done in group, I still feel that much effort is needed. And of course the last main reason would be to find some time and thoughts to what I want to do.
Yesterday was pulled by a friend to attend one of those entrepreneur talk by those financial services organization. Initially I thought it would be one of those talk to persuade you to join their industries. However, the talk was much neutral as it focuses on motivational themes than to get people join their industry. Anyway, the invited speaker for the talk was Adam Khoo, some of you might have heard his name as one of the youngest entrepreneur in Singapore who turned into a millionaire by 26 in Singapore.
Anyway the talk was more fruitful than neutral and fruitful than expected. Came to realized that I have lost some bits of passion in IT now. Don't ask me why, maybe it's juz the way how things might work out after working in there for a while or maybe meeting the wrong type of organization and people or maybe I too focused into my studies that I feel so sian to do OT unless of course required...
Now can somebody point me back to the way I came from or where I can head to?
(PS*: I dunoo if this is a grumpy post, but at least this is how i feel about the part of taking long vacations...)
hey hey - u entering early stage of burn out and becoming jaded figure ah? the drive seems to be dying - which is quite normal esp when things are not ficitious or rosy. no sweat - the hardest part is to keep inspired then get hit again by straightforward dissapointments in sg (or any part of the world you're living in)
perhaps go back to your days (memories) of what kept you alive in school - even looking at your exams papers and projecs to feel something - memories do triggers part of who you want to be when you grow up :D
if you know where you come from in the first place, you would be able to get back that same point where you started......
maybe i do not have a starting point that's why i do not have an ending point...or rather...whats the point of having an ending when there is no start??
I tink it's juz taht you lost your starting point, not that you dont' have one. Life started already even before you know it.
was that helping, cos i am having some crossroads myself to figure some things out - memories triggered theories that explains life? hee
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